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At C.A.L.M. Retreats, we facilitate profound personal growth through carefully guided group experiences. Our programs offer a unique pathway to deep self-discovery and renewal, supported by experienced facilitators in a safe, supportive setting.
Every C.A.L.M. Retreats experience is designed with meticulous attention to safety and professional facilitation. Our programs honor both ancient wisdom traditions and modern therapeutic understanding, creating a bridge between expanded states of consciousness and powerful and practical life enhancement.
Emotional Healing & Integration
Access and process deep emotional experiences in a supportive group setting. Our skilled facilitators help you navigate challenging emotions and transform them into sources of wisdom and growth.
Cultivating Profound Presence
Learn to fully inhabit the present moment, moving beyond the constant chatter of daily life. Our retreats help you develop a deeper connection to yourself and others, fostering authentic relationships and genuine self-expression.
Awakening to New Possibilities
Break free from limiting beliefs and discover expanded perspectives on life's challenges. Our participants often report experiencing breakthrough insights that illuminate new paths forward in their personal and professional lives.
Pattern Recognition & Release
Identify recurring behaviors and thought patterns that may be holding you back. Our structured programs provide tools and insights to consciously choose new ways of being that better serve your highest good.
Expanded Awareness
Experience states of consciousness that offer fresh perspectives on your life journey. Many participants report gaining valuable insights about their purpose, relationships, and personal challenges.
Finding Inner Stillness
Discover techniques for accessing deep states of mental quiet and presence. Learn practical tools for maintaining this sense of peace and clarity in your daily life.
Community & Support
Share your journey with like-minded individuals in a safe, non-judgmental environment. Our group setting creates powerful opportunities for connection, mutual support, and collective healing.
Integration Support
Receive guidance on integrating your insights into everyday life. Our programs include follow-up support to help you maintain and build upon the benefits of your retreat experience.
The Experience
What to Expect at C.A.L.M. Retreats
Nestled on the shores of Lake Tahoe, C.A.L.M. Retreats offers a 4-day, 3-night gathering with 2 psychedelic journeys in an intimate and safe setting. A maximum of 10 participants ensures personalized attention and support throughout your experience.
Sacred Ceremonies
Two intimate medicine ceremonies guided by experienced facilitators who bring years of dedicated practice and training to create a safe, supportive environment for your journey.
Live musical accompaniment during ceremonies, enhancing your experience with healing sounds and traditional songs and instruments.
Expert Guidance & Support
Personal preparation session with your experienced guide to set meaningful intentions and address any questions or concerns.
Group integration sessions following each ceremonies to help you process insights, lessons, and knowledge gained and incorporate them into your daily life for meaningful change.
All ceremonies led by thoroughly trained, skillful, and caring guides who prioritize safety and comfort.
Premium Comfort & Care
Peaceful private bedroom in a luxurious mountain retreat home, offering the perfect setting for reflection and restoration.
Nourishing meals prepared with intention to support your body before and after ceremonies.
Serene natural surroundings in majestic Lake Tahoe that contribute to your emotional healing, self discovery, and awakening to new possibilities in your life.
After Your Journey
Integration support continues after your retreat through:
• One-on-one integration coaching sessions available post sessions
• Community connection with fellow participants
• Resources and opportunities for continued growth and practice

I did psychodrama for years and it was powerful. But after doing this ceremonial work, I gained access to places I simply couldn’t reach before. Now when I do psychodrama, it’s even more profound.
EM (attorney)
I used to be such a dick. Those were just old wounds that needed to heal. Thank you to Finlay and Jill for gently guiding me back to my true self.
FB (attorney)
I was really nervous before the ceremony. I felt so safe, supported and accepted. In one weekend, I found the me I was supposed to be. This changes everything.
MH (attorney)
Doing this work, I connected deeply to myself and finally found self-acceptance. It changed my life in so many ways. In front of the jury, I am honest, open, this is my case warts and all and I started getting big verdicts for the first time in my career. This was the personal work I had been seeking for many years and now I’m getting full justice for my clients. I recently even won the Trial Lawyer of the Year award!
SK (attorney)
I connected with the divine inside of me. I found that inner peace in me that I’ve always heard others talk about. I’m so much more productive as a lawyer and I’m a better father and husband.
JC (attorney)
During the ceremony, I was able to see I was stuck in some old patterns, some old stories. I was able to see these hurts from the past were no longer serving me and I was finally able to let them go. It was like ten years of therapy in one day.
GR (attorney)
I can actually say that this experience was one of the top three most significant moments of my life. Jill’s music, voice and all the instruments she used were so healing! I had no idea you guys were bringing such talent to the group. I felt so safe and cared for, which I needed to be able to really let go and do the inner exploration that I did! I would tell anyone that they just have to experience this experience to find out for themselves how profound it is.
JK (nurse)
My name is Will. I was as high strung as it gets. Impatient and demanding perfection. A type A plus personality. People were scared of me. After the two ceremonies, I let go of dwelling in the past and am living in the present now, enjoying the beauty of life. People now call me Zen Willy. Ha!
WM (President of health care company)
Our World-Class Facilitators

Finlay Boag
Finlay worked as an attorney for more than 25 years representing children and adults who suffered from PTSD, depression, and anxiety because of physical, sexual, or emotional abuse. In the legal field, he was sought out for his expertise in identifying, understanding, and explaining PTSD. He tirelessly researched the best treatment and the evidence was undeniable - the most effective treatment available was psychedelic therapy with a trained and professional guide.
After personally experiencing the healing benefits of psychedelic therapy, Finlay vowed to bring this healing medicine to others in need. He successfully completed a multi-year rigorous training program. Finlay believes that the answers you seek are not out there, but inside of you. Therefore, he sees it as his job to create a safe, supportive, and accepting environment where you can have a meeting with yourself - your higher, wiser, divine, compassionate, loving, forgiving, and authentic self. Finlay works with clients who suffer from PTSD, anxiety, and depression, and those who wish to expand their consciousness, be present, and experience the mystical, as well as those who seek to answer the age-old question, “Who am I?”

Jill Vice
Jill Vice is a Bay Area based psychedelic guide, certified life coach (CPCC), and award-winning theatre artist who has been creating and holding healing space for over 10 years. Jill has long been fascinated by the power of the stories that we tell ourselves, stories that shape our perception and identity. She uses a holistic, mindfulness-focused mixture of coaching, therapy, and spiritual practice to explore your inner narratives. Helping people transcend their limiting beliefs through the power of plant medicine is her deep honor and life’s calling.